{Emo-ness is in me~
Friday, October 26, 2007 ( 7:32 PM )
Okay, campcraft was fun with Sammy and the others
trying to practise our 8 basic knots.
Last day of school, area cleaning, report books, enrichment
portfolio.
Got back my report book, damn sad can. My position didn't
change can, im still at position 8 zzz. FT told me to get at least
top 5. 5 LEH. So many clever peeps in my class how to get top 5!
Honestly, i have NO confidence in myself at all. So, heck.
If i want to be an NCO, I must do well in my studies. And my
studies are like SHIT can. So, i doubt i'll be one.
Sometimes i just wish that i didn't even exist.
People treat me so invisible.
Sometimes i wonder why this is all happening to me,
maybe it's because i did something wrong in the past,
i don't know.
I have loads to say but i'll just delete everything in the end,
really trust.
For some reason, I've been feeling emo lately. And it's NOT
about my clique. So don't bother asking. If you think that
I can trust you, then go ahead, ask me.
And i really need someone to talk to now =\.trying to practise our 8 basic knots.
Last day of school, area cleaning, report books, enrichment
portfolio.
Got back my report book, damn sad can. My position didn't
change can, im still at position 8 zzz. FT told me to get at least
top 5. 5 LEH. So many clever peeps in my class how to get top 5!
Honestly, i have NO confidence in myself at all. So, heck.
If i want to be an NCO, I must do well in my studies. And my
studies are like SHIT can. So, i doubt i'll be one.
Sometimes i just wish that i didn't even exist.
People treat me so invisible.
Sometimes i wonder why this is all happening to me,
maybe it's because i did something wrong in the past,
i don't know.
I have loads to say but i'll just delete everything in the end,
it'll just cause some misunderstandings.
So, I'll just keep it to myself or tell someone that i canreally trust.
For some reason, I've been feeling emo lately. And it's NOT
about my clique. So don't bother asking. If you think that
I can trust you, then go ahead, ask me.