{I won't blame God
Tuesday, November 13, 2007 ( 5:37 PM )
You know, I'm so damn bloody scared for tomorrows Promo Test.
Everyone will have to take over the squad, I'm so afraid that my mind will blank out when i take over the squad, and I'm having a sore throat now.
I'm really really very scared now. But I'll try my best.
Once in a lifetime, means there's no second chance
I won't have any second chances, if i don't do well tomorrow, then i really don't know what to do already...
With all those people staring at me when i take over the squad, my mind will really really blankout.
Yes, i have stage fright, although i'm not on stage, everyone will still be staring at me. It's no different than being on stage.
No matter what happens, whether i fail or not, It's meant to be like that. I won't blame God, I'll just have to accept it.