welcome




She was giving the world
So much that she couldn't see
And she needed someone to show her,
who she could be.
And she tried to survive
Wearing her heart on her sleeve
And I needed you to believe

You had your dreams, I have mine.
You had your fears, I was fine.
You showed me what I couldn't find,
When two different worlds collide.

La dee da dee da

She was in her room, watching from far away.
She was given a role, never knew just when to play.
And she tried to survive
Living her life on her own
Always afraid of the throne
You're going to need the strenth to find home.

You had your dreams, I have mine.
You had your fears, I was fine.
You showed me what I couldn't find,
When two different worlds collide.

She was scared
Unprepared.
Lost in the dark.
Falling Apart,
I can survive,
With you by my side.
We're gonna be alright.
This is what happens when two worlds collide.

You had your dreams, I have mine.
You had your fears, I was fine.
You show me what I couldn't find,
When two different worlds collide.
La dee da dee da

You had your fears, I was fine.
You showed me what I couldn't find,
When two different worlds collide.
When two different worlds collide.




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Friday, February 29, 2008 ( 8:23 PM )

OMGGGGGGGG!
Tomorrow's the campcraft competition already..
Can you feel my nervousy? LOL.
No really, im nervous, what if I wake up late?
Omg. I can just kill myself man.

After the competition, there's gonna be a BIGGGGG BIGGGG
celebration. Or not.
Anyhoos, i am really nervous. ZZZ
I shall wake up at 3am later. Hmm...

Okay, nothing to blog today, just lazy.
I go listen song le.
BYE peepos!

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Wednesday, February 27, 2008 ( 7:24 PM )

God is our Father,
for he has made us his children,
Jesus our brother,
so hand in hand we'll walk together as one~

Sing praise to the Lord,
With your tambourines, chi chi chi ....
Sing praise to the Lord,
Clap your hands, piak piak piak...
Sing praise to the Lord,
with your dancing feet, boom boom boom...
Sing praise to the Lord,
With your voice, la la la la la la la la, la la la la la la la la,
la la la la la la la la, la la la la la la la la la la~

Im in love with this song :D

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Monday, February 25, 2008 ( 8:37 PM )

OOOOOOOOUCH MAN!
I pegged my knuckles 2 times :(
Now got one freaking huge lump on my hand. AHHHHHHHHHH!
I think im suffering from pegphobia now. HHA.

Anyway, past few days nothing much la.
I reaaaaaaaaaally reaaaaaaaally want to get into 100m.
But i didnt go to a single one of the house meetings. ZZZZ.
I hate this. GRRR.

Training tomorrow again. Gosh, im dying already.
At least it rained, very nice, cooling HEHE.
Nothing much to blog about la.. Soo...

OH, TASMIN! I saw you run just now AHA.
Evan! I saw you run too! Haha, no just joking.
Good luck to all competitors yeah?

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE my babies!

You don't know what it
feels like to be hurt,
to be lost,
to be left out in the dark,
to be on the edge of breaking down,
and no one ever saves you;

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Friday, February 22, 2008 ( 8:54 PM )






Unglams :D
Be happy i posted it on my blog instead of my friendster.
I mean friendster have la but is private photos, not PUBLIC photos:P.
PS: If you request to see my private photos, you'll laugh like freaking mad.

Yesterday yesterday, bought Guitar Hero III and Devil May Cry for my PS3 XD.
Guitar Hero is damn fun la, but i play until my fingers pain lol.
Got another game similar to Guitar Hero, called Rock Band, I think i'll be targetting
that game next lol. It has a guitar(same as guitar hero the guitar), MICROPHONE LOL
and a drum set. I just want to buy that cause of the drum set muahaha.
Like so fun can!

Okay, today had training, then at first it was just a slight drizzle
when we were half way through, then the drizzle stopped, then start
again, then stop again. =.=, then when we were carrying the logistics to the NP store,
and went back, we fall in and Jasmine ma'am asked us to cheer for team 1, so we did.
Then after awhile when they finished pitching the shelter, it drizzled again!
Then it got heavier and heavier, we went into the man shelter and stayed in there
for awhile. Then took a picture, HAHa.
Then when we were un-pitching the shelter, IT GOT REAAL HEAVY I TELL YOU!
Then all of us got drenched.
Oh ya, my form got reaally wet-.-

First time experience this type of weather DURING np. HAHA.
Okay, then went to eat maggi then went home, got drenched again!
Forgot to bring umbrella! ZZZ.

Okay, tomorrow's the Pulau Ubin trip (CIP).
So, i must sleep early, cause meeting Tasmin and gang at kovan
macs at erm.. 5+? So early right! want me die sia.
On the way to changi ferry, sure sleep on bus. Confirm 100% plus chop will sleep!
Have to reach school by 0720.
And i need to go bathe now, before i get i fever -.-
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!~

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Tuesday, February 19, 2008 ( 6:07 PM )













You said I could achieve anything
as long as i set my mind to it..



Okay, so, today went to the Singapore Musuem.
Quite interesting ba.. Tasmin has more photos though!
ALOT more!
Nothing interesting to blog about today.

Ohya, if you cant see the photos properly, click on it.

Byee

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Monday, February 18, 2008 ( 9:18 PM )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I'm failing all my subjects already T.T except for english.
I'm so bloody sick and tired of people putting the blame
on me when i didnt even do anything wrong!
Grow up kids, oh ya, and um, GET A LIFE MAN.
I sooo need someone to talk to now.
If anyone can cheer me up, i salute you.

Wrong decisions leads to drastic
changes :(.

I feel like crying everytime i listen
to Breathless - Shayne Ward and another song.
Infact I feel like crying now..

ASSHOLES!

BYE

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Sunday, February 17, 2008 ( 12:02 AM )

Ahh, i've got a sore eye ! :(
Soooo pain.

Anyway, today go Bugis buy wallet xD
someone say The Wallet Shop wallets SUPER
common. As in you walk along the streets then you see
people carrying same wallet as you.
Haha.

But nvm la. Cannot find other nice wallets already.
At least I like can already ma hor, common nvm one.
Not like the Crumpler bag, even more super super common.

Oh ya went to Bugis and ate at the Japanese restaurant.
Dont know what's the name of it. But is niceeeeeeeeeeee daoooooooo~
I see people eat the desserts there, can drool leh.

Then... after that went to some dont know what thing,
called Most Glam Couple.
Winner gets to go to Prag(spl?)
So, one of the game was see who has the longest kiss.
But not just any oh how standing kiss. The guys must carry
the girls and kiss. If their lips are seperated, they'll lose.
And they cant let the girl touch the ground.
So, the longest was 7mins plus. HAHA. Funny sia.

Then after that went home, ate, bathe then now blogging.
Tomorrow, going to shop for BELATED V' day gifts -.-
gosh.
I want go sleep le.
Night!

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

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Friday, February 15, 2008 ( 8:13 PM )

Today, go school, saw Nicolette and Shannon blowing balloons
for TASMIN FONG WAI MUN, apparently, she doesnt know how to
blow balloons. So noob LOL. jk.
After that assembly, then go back class, Bio test.
Got one question they ask what AIDS stands for, so, I didnt know mah,
keep staring at blank space then in the end, i just wrote disease -.-
After the test, Glenda say she saw me staring at blank space for like
5mins, then she go do her paper, after she look back at me, I still
looking at blank space in the SAME position after 10mins! LOL.

At 12plus liddat, got the Total Defence alarm right,
Amelia said it was the ambulance. LOLOLOL LAUGH LIKE SIAO CAN.

Then after school went to eat Pizza Hut with Nicolette and her bro and her
bro's fren. Then Nicolette came to my house Rollerblade then.. she go home,
den... Now blogging lor! Tsk, common sense la! LOL JK.

Okay, byeeeee.
Oh ya, to those who gave me Valentines gift, I'll give
you all on Monday! Okay? :D

You just walked
out of one of my dreams,
your everything good in my life,
I still can't believe that your mine,
you leave me breathless...

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Wednesday, February 13, 2008 ( 10:48 PM )

http://youtube.com/watch?v=xujRNb4Qx0Q
I think this Christian song is really very nice.
Go listen. :) Got addicted to it when i heard it from
Evan's blog.

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( 4:26 PM )

Sian. Tomorrow's the start of common tests. No re-test this year leh.
And here I am blogging instead of studying, well heck, CPA tomorrow. It's
eeaaaasy(for me).

Anyway, had home ec today! Cooked claypot rice.
It's so damn niccccccce can! But the rice abit hard uh.
After Home ec was break and after that was Bio then
Chapel, stupid Lauren, go flick all her dandruff/scalps on me.
Now my head so itchy. ass.
After Chapel was erm, Live. During that period of time,
I emo. Also dont know why. Thought of some things ba.

Anyway, I'm going to sleep now.. maybe.
Btw, Good Luck to all seniors/friend/juniors for common tests!
Bye.

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Tuesday, February 12, 2008 ( 7:15 PM )

COUGHCOUGH*
Heeeeeeeeeellllllloooooooooooo~
I read a poem today from my smile programme worksheet.
Here it goes....

" When I was young and free and my imagination had no limits,
I dreamed of changing the world.
As I grew older and wiser, I discovered the world would not
change, so I shortened my sights somewhat,
and decided to change my country. But it, too, seemed
immovable. As I grew into my twilight years, in one last desperate
attempt, I settled for changing only my family, those closest to me,
but alas, they would have none at it. And now as I lie on my deathbed,
I suddenly realised if I had only changed myself first, then by example,
I would have changed my family.
From their inspiration and encouragement, then have been able to better
my country, and who knows, I may have even changed the world."
Nice right? Some people may find it awful, but i think
it's nice:D.
Anyway, nothing much to blog about lol.
Tomorrow got home ec :D think we cooking spaghetti.
YUMMY. Can someone remind me to bring a container? PLEASE LOL.
Anyway, i lost my temporary nametag T.T
Think someone wants to sabo me but dont know who. ZZZ.
Pray damn hard that no prefect catches me, if not i'll have to pay
ANOTHER 5 BUCKS AHHHH.
Oh ya, someone remind me to bring 10bucks tomorrow for that
stupid school magazine URGH, bloody hell, i think we should be given
a choice if we want to buy that damn school magazine or not.
Waste money sia. Buy already then later on also will throw away...
And so hard to believe, that dumbo Tasmin, doesnt know how to spell
DUMBO. She spelled it as DUMO -.-
Anyway, BYE

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Friday, February 8, 2008 ( 2:25 PM )

Gosh, i went to KK hospital ytd morning cause i've
got some kind of rashes. Doctor said it was maybe because of the mixture of
the alcohol and medicine xD. Cause i drank the Bacardi Breezer and took my medicine ( doctor at the CLINIC gave before i went to hospital that was like 2days ago, that's why i missed school.)
maybe that's the cause of the rashes GAHH.
CNY= everytime sick.
And now i've to apply some cream before i go to sleep and take lots of medicine-.-
sian.

Anyway, going to my niece house later. Money money here i come! XD
I already got 100bucks :D:D:D:D:D. But i cant spend it (enthusiasm gone) cause
only can be used during an emergency @@@@
On CNY eve, my house corridor caught fire cause some asshole threw a couch there and it caught fire. And THAT CAUSED ME TO MISS THE COUNTDOWN! WTF. =.=
Okay, anyway i got to go bathe now.

BYE.
It was you who showed me
the miracle of
LOVE.

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Tuesday, February 5, 2008 ( 10:13 PM )

Ahh, I got the news about Sophia ma'am... Poor thing leh :(
Campcraft's two weeks from now and CNY's two days away!
What a time to get hospitalized and get operated tonight! Sigggh.
The moment i received the message about Sophia ma'am, i was stunned o.o, seriously.
Those who are reading this post, please help pray for her okay?
Apparently, she crushed her finger while pegging.

Okay, didnt go to school today. Was sick. Really!
MC to prove that im really sick today LOl. Seriously -.- .
I'm having a baaaaad sorethroat and a really baaaaad flu.
Well, the doctor gave me 2 days MC for today and tomorrow but i told him i want one day only.
See how guai i am? 2 days MC also dont want. I want go back primary school see friends can?
ZZZZ So long never see them already siaaaaaaa. Anyway, CNY celebration only once in a year and lasts only like 4 hours, so why not go? I only go back to primary school when there's a celebration or it's our form teacher's birthday. So this can be considered a rare opportunity? LOL. Okay, i'm going to eat and then go to bed.

Bye!

God, please take care of her.
Please make sure she'll be okay
and may she have a speedy recovery:)

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Monday, February 4, 2008 ( 9:44 PM )

I have half the mind to quit NP already. ZZZ, i don't want to,
but the trainings are just sooooo tough! For me maybe.

ZZZ. Today was a super suay day. Teacher last friday tell us bring
back ALL our books under our table, is like, damn alot of books can.
Then some of us secretly hid our books in the class cardboard but in the end,
we still kena sabo by someone. ZZZZZZZ.

Then today teacher ask us to bring our books back home again zzz.
But lucky ah, i CLEVER (LOL) go rent the 20cents locker outside school
library HAHA. I got locker la but all full with sec 1 books and papers and rubbish
but lazy to clean xD.

Today training, punishment for not bringing enough balls of twine and had to run
1 round around the track in 30SECONDS. Yeah, that's for team 2 though.
Team 1 did 200++ pumpings.
But in the end we joined them also. The ma'ams put the peg on our back then
make us stay there in pumping position for like i dunno, 10-20 mins?
After we got up, my wrists cannot even move can!@#$%@# .
And my back was cracking all over LOL.

After training, went to eat "dinner" with Tammy and Samantha.
Ahh, they made my day man! Tammy brought a fake knife to school (her friends one)
then when we were eating, when Samantha was talking on the phone, Tammy wield the
fake knife at her and Samantha made a really really funny sound.
Sounded like... I think Samantha was about to say "no" but when Tammy
wield the fake knife at her, she said "hooooo" as if it was a real knife HAHA.
Then me and Tammy was laughing like siao while Samantha was.. i dunno. LOL.

Then i took a cab home, watch tv, go bathe, wah after i went to bathe, i was super the cold
can! Now, PL windbreaker is my buddy HAHA xD.
And now, im here blogging, telling you about me erm day? =.=
WELL, i have my own people phone diary LOl. If you're reading this now, you know who you
are. HAHA.

Okay whatever byeeeee.

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Sunday, February 3, 2008 ( 8:14 PM )

Nothing happened much for the past few weeks.
Just trainings, trainings and more trainings.
Life for me has became so mundane, so useless.

Oh how i wish i wasn't in it..
Im having training tomorrow.. And i have to run 9rounds
for PE tomorrow. And as for training, nothing to say.
I've been crying alot this few days, about some things
thats i shouldn't say here. And only some would know, well, only 2 person knows.
Yeap, and im becoming very petty too =.=
I get angry THAT easy! Gosh.. emo me.
The song you're listening to now, makes me cry . Im crying every now and then.
I dont know why =\, how?
Even if i go to anyone for help, they cant help me. ZZZ
Maybe some could, but ... yea.
No one really cares so..

How i wish i had the power to time travel and leave this cruel, emo place.
And travel back to the past where someone actually cares.
It's been so long since we've talked.
I want to travel back in time to times where we used to talk on the phone
for hours.
I dont know if you remember all those but, i really wish you do.

Why am i even saying all this when it ain't gonna be what i want it to be?
Well, none of you will understand how i feel.
It's just plain useless posting all this here.

Ya, whatever. Bye