welcome




She was giving the world
So much that she couldn't see
And she needed someone to show her,
who she could be.
And she tried to survive
Wearing her heart on her sleeve
And I needed you to believe

You had your dreams, I have mine.
You had your fears, I was fine.
You showed me what I couldn't find,
When two different worlds collide.

La dee da dee da

She was in her room, watching from far away.
She was given a role, never knew just when to play.
And she tried to survive
Living her life on her own
Always afraid of the throne
You're going to need the strenth to find home.

You had your dreams, I have mine.
You had your fears, I was fine.
You showed me what I couldn't find,
When two different worlds collide.

She was scared
Unprepared.
Lost in the dark.
Falling Apart,
I can survive,
With you by my side.
We're gonna be alright.
This is what happens when two worlds collide.

You had your dreams, I have mine.
You had your fears, I was fine.
You show me what I couldn't find,
When two different worlds collide.
La dee da dee da

You had your fears, I was fine.
You showed me what I couldn't find,
When two different worlds collide.
When two different worlds collide.




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Sunday, March 30, 2008 ( 11:50 AM )

I feel so embarrassed..
You know, as a Christian, im supposed to go to church,
but i don't go to church. Everytime i wish to go to church, my mum
doesn't allow. Everytime my friends ask if I want to join them in church,
my mum doesn't allow.
Then in the end i have to find an excuse saying that i not free and stuffs.
It's very embarrassing for me to say that my mum doesnt allow and when my
friends ask me why, I dont know what to say, cause even my mum doesn't
tell me why she doesnt allow me to go.

Is it because my brother's a Buddhist and that's why she doesn't allow me to go?
No. That can't be the reason. If it is, i'll just die.

I asked her so many times that i want to go to church, but she still doesn't
allow me. And everytime my friend asks me if i'm a Christian, I say yes, but
when they ask me what church i go to, I say i don't go to church. And some of them
even thinks that i'm faking a Christian, why?
Just now Pearlyn invited me to go to church together with our squadmates,
but my mum doesn't allow.

You think I don't want to go to church is it? No, I do want to go to church,
It's just that my mum doesn't allow and I dont know why the fuck she doesnt allow.
Now, I don't even know if i'm considered a Christian anymore.
WHHHHHHHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE ME GOD? WHHHHHHHHY?!
I try so much to worship you and now i'm in this state. GOD, i need to slap myself.