Wont be blogging so often from today onwards.
Wont be going online msn from today onwards also.
I want to study, I dont want to retain, everytime i hear the word
retain, i'll start getting paranoid, but, whatever. Who likes to hear the word
retain huh? Sigh, i want to study hard. I always say i want to study hard i want to study hard i want to study hard, but i just cant.
If you need any songs, message me and i'll help you download,
and thanks Glynnis, for your help, I dont know why, when i saw your message, i suddenly cried.

Sigh. My life may be fun and entertaining, but it's not as easy as what you think it is.

Got asked to do this survey by Evan =\

Name 20 people you can think of right now.
Dont read the questions till you named th 20 people
At th end of this, choose 10 people to do it.

1. Ann
2. Tony
3. Nich
4. Marcus
5. Joel
6. Kerni
7. Alena
8. Esmer
9. Evan
10. Gillian
11. Sera
12. Felissa
13. Amelia
14. Tasmin
15. Glynnis
16. Trisha
17. Pearlyn
18. Samantha
19. Aloy
20. Tisha

How did you meet 14?
{Tasmin} Err.. In school?

What would you do if you never met 1?
ANNN! I think i'll have alot of troubles in me now!

What if, 9 & 20 dated?
Evan, Tisha > HAHA, if they really did, none of my business what LOL

Will 6 & 7 date?
Kerni and Alena dating? HAHAHA.

Describe 3?
Nich, vely funny^^

Is 8 attractive?
Esmer, besides the pimples, and when she lets down her fringe, yes :D

Decribe 7?
Alena, I dont know her well leh (woo)

Know any of 12's family members?
Felissa:D, not really, seen them before but nah.

What will you do if 18 broke up?
SAM, what will you do if a friend broke up? Comfort her lah duh!

What language does 15 speaks?
Glynnis, hmm, chinese at home? English on msn? LOL duh

Who is 9 going out with?
Evan, me lah, LOl, joking, i dont know.

How old is 16?
Tree! She's 16 ^^ LOL. 13 going on 14? o.o

When was the last time you spoke to 13?
Amelia, Thursday 26june

Who is no.2 Fave band/singer?
Tony, got alot?

Will you ever like 4?
Markers, wah, if i like him, Ann run towards me with parang

Will you ever date 1?
ANN, my lurbbeszsxzc<3

Is 19 single?
Ahloy, i dont know leh.

What's 10 last name?
Gillian GOHHH

Would you ever be in relationship with 11?
SERA, OMGOSH? I will get tortured everyday

What is the school of 3?
Nich, Subway eat fresh ^^

Where does 6 lives?
Kerni, CCK!

Favourite thing bout 5?
Joel, NOTHING!!!!!!

Now sabotage 10 people to do this survey!
1. Glynnis
2. Tony
3. Esmer
4. Tasmin
5. Amelia
6. Gillian
7. Sera
8. Kerni
9. Ahloy
10. Felissa<3




Went to school, let down fringe lol.
Then forgot what i did already,
I'm broke today cause of gillian goh CH/QY T.T
After school went Kovan cause Esmer wanted to buy
fullscap paper -.- After that went mac sit sit chat chat for awhile then
took a bus to Esmer's house, used computer, play guitar, talk talk, watch tv, until 720 went home and now blogging ^^
Didn't know Evan so sensitive when people tickle her one leeeeeeeeeh.

Everytime I think I'm closer
to the heart of what it means
to know just who I am,
I think I've finally found a
better place to start.
But no one ever seems to understand

Do you know what it's like
to feel so in the dark?
To dream about a life
where you're the shining star
even though it seems
like it's too far away,
I have to believe in myself,
that's the only way

Fuck lah, why do you want to change the monitress?
The class is already bad enough and you still want to make it
even worse? WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?
Esmer was doing a good job and now you change monitress to Ayu?
Choices have consequences, I'm not trying to be racist here,
But fuck, Ayu is going to make the class even worse than before.
Have you ever given your decision a second thought?
NO! IF YOU HAVE, YOU WONT CHANGE THE MONITRESS.

HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE IN NORMAL TECH OR NOT? HAVE YOU? YOU ALWAYS SCOLD US FOR DOING WRONG THINGS, NORMAL TECH WHAT, WHAT TO DO?
NORMAL TECH ONLY KNOW HOW TO CAUSE TROUBLE
NORMAL TECH ONLY KNOW HOW NOT TO RESPECT TEACHERS
NORMAL TECH ONLY KNOW HOW TO DISAPPOINT PEOPLE
NORMAL TECH IS USELESS
NORMAL TECH DONT LISTEN TO PEOPLE

NO, YOU DONT KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE IN NORMAL TECH
EVEN SOME OF US LOOK DOWN ON OURSELVES
YOU'RE MAKING US LOOK DOWN ON OURSELVES EVEN MORE
GO LAH, CHANGE MONITRESS, CLASS BECOME LIKE FUCKING SHIT I ALSO DONT CARE.

Im going to camp in 6 and a half hours time :( :)
I am happy that camps in like 6 1/2 hours time but
i also sad :( Byee.
Dont miss me,
Felissa: take care :) dont get sick again! I'll miss you :( <3
Evan: you take care too :) dont emo emo, I'll miss you too :D.<3
Glynnis: dont worry, you wont have anymore nightmares ^^
Tony: you take care also :D
Ann!! : You must take care also okay! promise :)
I sound like im gonna die man haha, okay,
GOOOODBYE EVERYONE.
See you guys in 3 days time :D



WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I finally bought my Billabong harvest saaaaaaaaack!
And bought sleeping bag also heheszxz.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVIAN!
Though I don't really know you that well, but I still talk to you on msn!
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY!

Going to buy my baaaaaaaaaag today!!!!!!!!! WOOOOO.

To B&P's:


I miss you guys, I want a clique outing or rather, I want school to start quickly. I want to see you guys.
School's starting in 1weeks time, and we've not been out together, including glenda. We planned an outing, and it got cancelled last minute, and all the excited-ness in me, I was SOOO excited to see you guys, and it got cancelled. What luck right? And I hope we can stop quarreling with each other. I don't want us to seperate any more. We have even numbers in the clique now, an we've got our own partners. I dont want odd numbers in the clique, if we have it, someone will feel left out. I dont want that.
I want to see you guys, i miss you guys alot alot alot <3

To 38'

I miss you guys too, It's been quite a long time since we've been together as one. We've been through punishments together, and there's lots more to come. I see that we've bonded together more, I want us to be FULLY bonded, no one should be left out, "when one goes down, together we go down, when one wins the glory, we share the glory" quoted from Trisha.
One for all, all for one.

Yeah we've gone through a little ups and downs, but it was all worth while right? So what if we get punished? No pain no gain right?
Some of us worked hard to get into the Supporting Contingent, and when some of us eventually did get in, we trained and trained for almost i don't know how long, but when the big day came, we did good and at the end of the day, we go our reward :D So.. A little pain goes a longggggg way :D
So, I hope to see you guys soon (: <3

And last but not least, to Evan:


Yes, I miss you too, and we seldom talk nowadays for I don't really know what reason, well, I really hate that reason. It's been making us drift apart.
Been making us drift apart till sometimes we only talk once a week.

Remember the times where we used to have lots of fun?
From now on, i'll treasure those times, just in case we don't really get to have it as time passes, deep down in my heart I really miss you alot alot alot alot <3

Tagged by Glynnis T.T WHY YOU TAG MEEEE! :(

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B)tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will you reaction be?
Angry lah, what else? happy ah?

#2 If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Go back to the past

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
A vely rich high class wedding ^^

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Unfortunately, yes :(

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
a car's all i need, and love

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both, It's better to have loved and lost than never having to love at all.

#7 How long do you intend to wait someone u really love?
As long as i wish

#8 If the person you secretly like is attached, what would u do?
slash my wrist, kill myself, commit suicide, lol, give up lah

#9 Is there anything that has made u unhappy these days?
Y tis so call survey broken english one? Yes, something only some would know..

#10 Is being tagged fun?
You want to try ah? Come bunk settle lah!

#11 How do you see yourself in ten year's time?
In ten years time i'll be 24, I'll be the President of SG by then ^^

#12 Who are currently the most important people in life?
Evan, Felissa, Glynnis, B&P, Batch38, iFAMILY<3, real family<3

#13 What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
Someone i dont think i know o.o

#14 would u rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Married but poor, a lifetime partner's all you need, money's no biggy

#15 What's the first thing you do every morning?
Open my eyes

#16 Would u give all in a relationship?
If my partner gives it all, I will ^^

#17 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would u pick?
the person i <3 most and have most hweeling with.

#18 What type of friends do you like?
Trustworthy duh. True friends ^^

I taaaaaaag... ANNNNN, TASSSSSSSMIN, EVAAAAN
and those who wanna do lor.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEL!
Only can challenge CS lah! I DotA noob leh

He asked me to post this picture one.



I miss Evan
I miss Felissa
I miss Ann
I miss Keni
I miss Melissa
I miss Tony
I miss Joel
I miss Jon
I miss Marcus
I miss Yuwei
I miss Nich
I miss Daryl
I miss B&P
I miss Batch 38
I miss Two Nine
I miss Seniors
I miss School
The names above, true friends? I dont know, but I know they're important to me.

I want to go back to the past
I want to go back to school
I want shootings stars to exist, so I can wish for things i want.
I want to be the kid that I once was.
I want to know why God made us love
I want to know why we're drifting apart

I wish God didn't made me exist
I wish I didn't say the wrong word

I'm sorry Evan, if i hadn't talked to you much
I'm sorry Tony, if i mood swinged on you
I'm sorry Ann, if i mood swinged on you
I'm sorry B&P, if i mood swinged on you
I'm sorry Keni, if i mood swinged on you
I'm sorry Joel, if i mood swinged on you
I'm sorry Batch 38, for everything i've done wrong
I'm sorry to everyone i ignored

Some would say, "Sorry no cure" but at least, I apologized. Better than those who don't even apologise at all.
I wish i didn't exist, so i wouldn't make everyone so troublesome/irritated.
And I want to know why we're drifting apart, I don't want that to happen and you know it.
I don't want school holidays so I wouldn't get sick.
If only I could build a time machine and if i could set the date, month and year, I want to set it to 5th August, 1994, back to the date when my life starts, so I can prevent from doing all the mistakes I did.

I tell myself, crying now, no use already, my tears can't build any time machine nor does it brings me back to my past, and i'm hurting my eyes even more if i cry, stop crying, i tell myself, but it doesn't work.

Dear God, is this the path you've chosen for me? If it is, I certainly feel that it's not the right path, I'm not blaming you, and I respect your decision, the path you've chosen for me, I just hope.. i just HOPE, that it's the right path, If it is, I thank you for the right decision you've made.
Please Lord.. please, just make it a good road ahead, I don't want bumpy ones.

We were as one babe For a moment in time And it seemed everlasting That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my... my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no
You'll always be a part of me (oooohhhh)
I'm part of you indefinitely (oooohhhh)

Girl don't you know you can't escape me (ooooohhhhhh)
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (and we will linger on)
Time cant erase a feeling this strong (ohhhh)
No way you're never gonna shake me (oh baby)
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby know that you'll be back girl

When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe Ooooh!
baby believe me it's only a matter of time
You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely

Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....
You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely

Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby..

Today(Thursday), woke up at 6am for the English remedial. Slept only 5 hours you know! My eye were like closing.. closing.. Then after remedial, went to Macs to eat breakfast, then right! after we eat and everything, my left calf SUPER SUPER PAIN AGAIN! Like yesterday night! Is like cramp but is not like cramp, but I know is not cramp, cause ramp wont last so long one.

Stayed at Macs until like 12 plus then took a bus to Esmer's house to get my Tattooist CD back, but then my phone was with Esmer, so Amelia, Gillian and Me had to wait for Esmer to go back home!
K, so lucky Evan was at home, then gossip gossip awhile,
amelia hungry, then we went to cook and stuffs blahblahblah,
read in amelia blog for details.

Then after Evan went for track, Gillian went home so only left Amelia and Me. Went to Esmer's room, on air con, i skip the childish part k LOL.
Then I put the air con to 16degree HEHE.

Actually was sleeping on Esmer's bed but the aircon right above her bed
so is like, very cold lah, so i shifted to Evan's bed and slept for like 1 and a half hours like that then that Amelia wake me up say she going meet Esther they all, then so no choice had to go with her loh.

Before amelia had to go home, Esmer and Amelia was outside doing something while i was sleeping hoho. wont say what they did kay.

BYEBYE,
time can't erase a feeling this strong <3;

what you want me to do now? AGAIN?
you made me cry enough already.
you want to make me cry again?
fine, I'll cry RIGHT INFRONT OF YOU. I already so nice to you then you don't even appreciate the kindness I give you.
You're the only person that I dont bully(shy) or.. or whatever bad stuffs I do to my friends.
and you're the only person that I treat so kindly too.

Was supposed to blog about my happyhappy day today
but THANKS, YOU MADE MY DAY.

to those very good friends of mine, please dont ask who's the person or what happened, I don't want to talk about it.
Not even the closest friend of mine would get to know who it is or what happened, only one person, and that is God.
Sorry, thanks for your concern anything

Labels: cause you're not., dont say you're sorry

insulting seh

GLYNNIS IS CERTIFIED A JOKER
EVAN IS CERTIFIED A DOCTOR


CLARISSA; i dont know if i should stay or turn around and run, says:
^^^

[35] Glynnis Superlove <3 says:
Wah you got 3 eyes

[35] Glynnis Superlove <3 says:
You should

CLARISSA; i dont know if i should stay or turn around and run, says:
EYEBROW LAH

CLARISSA; i dont know if i should stay or turn around and run, says:
LOL

[35] Glynnis Superlove <3 says:
3 eyebrow O.O

CLARISSA; i dont know if i should stay or turn around and run, says:
3 eyes sure got 3 eyebrow mah

CLARISSA; i dont know if i should stay or turn around and run, says:
fry stream egg!

CLARISSA; i dont know if i should stay or turn around and run, says:
steam steam egg*

[35] Glynnis Superlove <3 says:
LOL

[35] Glynnis Superlove <3 says:
I shock tio

CLARISSA; i dont know if i should stay or turn around and run, says:
LOL

[35] Glynnis Superlove <3 says:
You wanna fry the steam egg

CLARISSA; i dont know if i should stay or turn around and run, says:
LOL

CLARISSA; i dont know if i should stay or turn around and run, says:
whatever

CLARISSA; i dont know if i should stay or turn around and run, says:
im going to blog about you and your lame-ness

[35] Glynnis Superlove <3 says:
LOL

CLARISSA; i dont know if i should stay or turn around and run, says:
DONT SAY YOUR LEGS are fine

[35] Glynnis Superlove <3 says:
Blog about me and my cuteness

CLARISSA; i dont know if i should stay or turn around and run, says:
LOL

[35] Glynnis Superlove <3 says:
My legs are not fine, they are thick

plaster freak LOL.


EVAN; you don't even know its you,
omg,eheh.you better have more rest and drink lots of plain water.

EVAN; you don't even know its you,
and try to avoid heaty stuffs.

EVAN; you don't even know its you,
like spicy food,oily food all these.

EVAN; you don't even know its you,
and NO cold drinks.

EVAN; you don't even know its you,
just plain water:D

EVAN; you don't even know its you,
and warm milo.

EVAN; you don't even know its you,
oh,and try not to go out too often when you're sick.

EVAN; you don't even know its you,
you'll breathe in bad air.

EVAN; you don't even know its you,
and if you're cold,dont keep covering yourself with lots of jackets and blankets

EVAN; you don't even know its you,
it'll make your body warm

EVAN; you don't even know its you,
and when you bathe,bathe with slightly colder water then you normally bathe with.


Now i'm restricted to alot of things :(
Dr Lim very strict.

Pool-ed with Tony and Garf for 5 hours yesterday xD