welcome




She was giving the world
So much that she couldn't see
And she needed someone to show her,
who she could be.
And she tried to survive
Wearing her heart on her sleeve
And I needed you to believe

You had your dreams, I have mine.
You had your fears, I was fine.
You showed me what I couldn't find,
When two different worlds collide.

La dee da dee da

She was in her room, watching from far away.
She was given a role, never knew just when to play.
And she tried to survive
Living her life on her own
Always afraid of the throne
You're going to need the strenth to find home.

You had your dreams, I have mine.
You had your fears, I was fine.
You showed me what I couldn't find,
When two different worlds collide.

She was scared
Unprepared.
Lost in the dark.
Falling Apart,
I can survive,
With you by my side.
We're gonna be alright.
This is what happens when two worlds collide.

You had your dreams, I have mine.
You had your fears, I was fine.
You show me what I couldn't find,
When two different worlds collide.
La dee da dee da

You had your fears, I was fine.
You showed me what I couldn't find,
When two different worlds collide.
When two different worlds collide.




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Friday, June 6, 2008 ( 3:10 PM )

I miss Evan
I miss Felissa
I miss Ann
I miss Keni
I miss Melissa
I miss Tony
I miss Joel
I miss Jon
I miss Marcus
I miss Yuwei
I miss Nich
I miss Daryl
I miss B&P
I miss Batch 38
I miss Two Nine
I miss Seniors
I miss School
The names above, true friends? I dont know, but I know they're important to me.

I want to go back to the past
I want to go back to school
I want shootings stars to exist, so I can wish for things i want.
I want to be the kid that I once was.
I want to know why God made us love
I want to know why we're drifting apart

I wish God didn't made me exist
I wish I didn't say the wrong word

I'm sorry Evan, if i hadn't talked to you much
I'm sorry Tony, if i mood swinged on you
I'm sorry Ann, if i mood swinged on you
I'm sorry B&P, if i mood swinged on you
I'm sorry Keni, if i mood swinged on you
I'm sorry Joel, if i mood swinged on you
I'm sorry Batch 38, for everything i've done wrong
I'm sorry to everyone i ignored

Some would say, "Sorry no cure" but at least, I apologized. Better than those who don't even apologise at all.
I wish i didn't exist, so i wouldn't make everyone so troublesome/irritated.
And I want to know why we're drifting apart, I don't want that to happen and you know it.
I don't want school holidays so I wouldn't get sick.
If only I could build a time machine and if i could set the date, month and year, I want to set it to 5th August, 1994, back to the date when my life starts, so I can prevent from doing all the mistakes I did.

I tell myself, crying now, no use already, my tears can't build any time machine nor does it brings me back to my past, and i'm hurting my eyes even more if i cry, stop crying, i tell myself, but it doesn't work.

Dear God, is this the path you've chosen for me? If it is, I certainly feel that it's not the right path, I'm not blaming you, and I respect your decision, the path you've chosen for me, I just hope.. i just HOPE, that it's the right path, If it is, I thank you for the right decision you've made.
Please Lord.. please, just make it a good road ahead, I don't want bumpy ones.