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Friday, June 6, 2008 ( 3:10 PM )
I miss Evan
I miss Felissa
I miss Ann
I miss Keni
I miss Melissa
I miss Tony
I miss Joel
I miss Jon
I miss Marcus
I miss Yuwei
I miss Nich
I miss Daryl
I miss B&P
I miss Batch 38
I miss Two Nine
I miss Seniors
I miss School
The names above, true friends? I dont know, but I know they're important to me.
I want to go back to the past
I want to go back to school
I want shootings stars to exist, so I can wish for things i want.
I want to be the kid that I once was.
I want to know why God made us love
I want to know why we're drifting apart
I wish God didn't made me exist
I wish I didn't say the wrong word
I'm sorry Evan, if i hadn't talked to you much
I'm sorry Tony, if i mood swinged on you
I'm sorry Ann, if i mood swinged on you
I'm sorry B&P, if i mood swinged on you
I'm sorry Keni, if i mood swinged on you
I'm sorry Joel, if i mood swinged on you
I'm sorry Batch 38, for everything i've done wrong
I'm sorry to everyone i ignored
Some would say, "Sorry no cure" but at least, I apologized. Better than those who don't even apologise at all.
I wish i didn't exist, so i wouldn't make everyone so troublesome/irritated.
And I want to know why we're drifting apart, I don't want that to happen and you know it.
I don't want school holidays so I wouldn't get sick.
If only I could build a time machine and if i could set the date, month and year, I want to set it to 5th August, 1994, back to the date when my life starts, so I can prevent from doing all the mistakes I did.
I tell myself, crying now, no use already, my tears can't build any time machine nor does it brings me back to my past, and i'm hurting my eyes even more if i cry, stop crying, i tell myself, but it doesn't work.
Dear God, is this the path you've chosen for me? If it is, I certainly feel that it's not the right path, I'm not blaming you, and I respect your decision, the path you've chosen for me, I just hope.. i just HOPE, that it's the right path, If it is, I thank you for the right decision you've made.
Please Lord.. please, just make it a good road ahead, I don't want bumpy ones.