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Wednesday, July 30, 2008 ( 11:14 PM )
GAAAAAAAAAAY!
MR LIMMMMMMMM!
xD
I WANT I WANT I WANT!!
BESTFRIEND<3
To bestfriend<3,
Get well soon okay :D
I promised you alot of things and here's another one,
i promise you that i wont break my promises :D
yesyes, i saved THAT message :D:D:D
&& i'm looking forward for our first month :D:D
anyway, get well soon okay! I want to see you in school
from next week onwards!
No more sprinting or running for WHATSOEVER reasons.
Be it going to be late for school, or whatever reasons okay? :D
I WANT THAT BALLOOOOOOOON!
SOMEONE KIND ENOUGH TO HELP ME BUYYYYYYY PLEASE AND THANK YOU :D:D
Today had bowling, took alotalot of unglams!
Funniest unglams were Tisha's! HAHAHAH
Should i post here? HMMMMMMMMMMMMM..
K whatever, late already, i want to sleep.
BYEBYE, GOODNIGHT
/FYI, BF = BEST FRIEND
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Monday, July 21, 2008 ( 9:16 PM )
Another term, another lie, another tear.
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Sunday, July 13, 2008 ( 11:53 AM )
why do i even bother to help when you dont even appreciate it?
why do i even bother to help when you dont even realize im trying to help?
why do i even bother to help when you still can laugh when you're both physically and mentally hurt?
if you can laugh when your heart was almost broken, that means you are perfectly fine, you're just seeking attention.
do you even know what it feels like to be wanting to scold you but i just can't? it'll only make you even more sad, even more hurt, it'll make you hate me even more, no, i dont want to lose another friend. not just any friend, a special person.
a special person in my life that if i lose you, i can just commit suicide.
you're the one very special person in my life that made me cherish you so very much but you dont even know it's you.
it's so hard for me to treat you like this but you dont even know it's you.
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Saturday, July 12, 2008 ( 4:36 PM )
there is always a time in life where you come to realize many things,
in fact, there are probably a lot of those moments. you realize that some people you thought you could trust,
are in fact the worst people you could ever trust.
you realize that some people you thought would be bad for you, might actually be the best for you. and you also realize that may be you haven't done many good choices in the past.
personally, i know, i've done many mistakes, just so many that i don't want to think about them, it would drive me crazy. but there is one thing, i don't really feel like i regret what i've done. i've learned from the bad things i've done, and i always just try again, even though it's probably not the right decision.what i've probably spent most of my life working on are relationships.
whenever i find somebody i really like, i have hopes, hopes that this relationship might finally be the right one. yes, even though, all the past relationships, or crushes i had just ended up being so ridiculous, and that i was just used by the person.and sometimes, i wonder what it gives to yourself to love somebody, and to be loved. does it actually do any good? is it worth it? should we just all be loners?
i dont know.
and yes, even though i still have hopes, there are things that have changed. things in me that those selfish and inconsiderate people i was involved with changed.
i have no idea if i could ever really trust somebody again.
trust that one would never be unfaithful.
trust that one would never treat me like crap.
i'm scared to have expectations. i'm scared because people have just been so disappointing. i'm scared to give myself to somebody. i'm scared to love.
but i know i will eventually, love again. all good things have bad sides?
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Tuesday, July 8, 2008 ( 8:34 PM )
Who am I - Casting Crowns
Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.
Bridge:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.
Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
I am yours.
Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cause I am yours.
I am yours.
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Monday, July 7, 2008 ( 8:22 PM )
Oh Alex you're so fine, you're so fine you blow my mind hey Alex, hey Alex!
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Thursday, July 3, 2008 ( 6:49 PM )
Please understand if i can't express myself.
Forgive my difficulty with remembering what
i've just read. It's not my fault that I see pictures
from different places at the same time.
I can't help confusing and transposing letters and numbers.
I'm sorry for forgetting where i'm going or even where i am,
It's painful getting headaches when i try to read.
It hurts that you think i'm lazy, careless, or stupid, when i'm not.
Who am I in Christ?
I am a child of God,
saved by Grace through Faith
redeemed from the Hand of the Foe
An Her for eternal life, forgiven.
Led by the Spirit of God, a new creature
redeemed for Crude of the Law
kept in safely wherever I go.
Strong in the Lord and his Mighty Power.
Living by faith and not by sight,
rescued from the Dominium of Darkness.
Justified, an heir of God and co-heir of Christ.
Blessed with every spiritual blessing,
An overcomer by the blood of the Lamb.
And the word of My Testimony
The ligt of the world, an imitator of God.
Healed by his wounds.
Going for ATC tomorrow, will be back on sunday,
will miss you guys ):
Being transformed by the renewing of My Mind.
Heir to the blessings of Abraham
Doing all things through Christ who gives me strength,
MORE than a CONQUERER