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Sunday, July 13, 2008 ( 11:53 AM )
why do i even bother to help when you dont even appreciate it?
why do i even bother to help when you dont even realize im trying to help?
why do i even bother to help when you still can laugh when you're both physically and mentally hurt?
if you can laugh when your heart was almost broken, that means you are perfectly fine, you're just seeking attention.
do you even know what it feels like to be wanting to scold you but i just can't? it'll only make you even more sad, even more hurt, it'll make you hate me even more, no, i dont want to lose another friend. not just any friend, a special person.
a special person in my life that if i lose you, i can just commit suicide.
you're the one very special person in my life that made me cherish you so very much but you dont even know it's you.
it's so hard for me to treat you like this but you dont even know it's you.