welcome




She was giving the world
So much that she couldn't see
And she needed someone to show her,
who she could be.
And she tried to survive
Wearing her heart on her sleeve
And I needed you to believe

You had your dreams, I have mine.
You had your fears, I was fine.
You showed me what I couldn't find,
When two different worlds collide.

La dee da dee da

She was in her room, watching from far away.
She was given a role, never knew just when to play.
And she tried to survive
Living her life on her own
Always afraid of the throne
You're going to need the strenth to find home.

You had your dreams, I have mine.
You had your fears, I was fine.
You showed me what I couldn't find,
When two different worlds collide.

She was scared
Unprepared.
Lost in the dark.
Falling Apart,
I can survive,
With you by my side.
We're gonna be alright.
This is what happens when two worlds collide.

You had your dreams, I have mine.
You had your fears, I was fine.
You show me what I couldn't find,
When two different worlds collide.
La dee da dee da

You had your fears, I was fine.
You showed me what I couldn't find,
When two different worlds collide.
When two different worlds collide.




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Thursday, August 28, 2008 ( 8:22 PM )







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Tuesday, August 26, 2008 ( 11:02 PM )




this year really sucked. ALOT.
bad luck, e.g me, hitting my head on the floor 2 times, backaches, shoulder aches. HAAAAAAAAAAAIZ.
cheering up timeee!!!
Cheer up Ann, Marcus, Glynnis, Kymberly, ClaireLow, Tasmin and Bestfriend.
You guys don't think too much, dont worry, everything will be fine. <3

This year sucks, seriously.
Constant r/s problems, BAD LUCK, stress due to exams. ZZZ.
I hope next year, will be better? =\


I'm just a turn away

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Saturday, August 23, 2008 ( 9:05 PM )


HAPPY FIRST MONTH BESTFRIEND<3333.

I love love love you alot<3,
even though we had fights once in awhile,
but we never really gave up on this relationship.
It's been one month since I've been together with you
as your best friend. Yes, i admit, the last fight we had,
I really thought I would lose you, was my fault,
I know, I know. But the thought of losing you really
came to my mind, what'd I do if I really lose you, what?
I'll just break down, I'm sure of that.
But you endured through all those.
I love you, really. All I'm saying now is really coming
deep deep deep deep deep deep deep deep deep
down from my heart.
<3333333333333333


Our love will last;

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Friday, August 22, 2008 ( 8:16 PM )


OKAY, SO.

Today took taxi to school cause i woke up late.
So reach school already, go buy things eat, yeah.
THEN RIGHT, today after morning run i lost my pinafore
but i found it haha.
AIYAH, I blog about AFTER school lah.
After school went to Jamie's house to practise the dance, in the function room. Super fun lah i tell you hahaha, then our legs were like super BLACCCK! should have took a picture of it HAHAH.
Then, TAMMY WENT TO STRIP ME. ROARRRR!Then, we took pictures before going back, SUPER FUN TODAY!
Let the pictures do the talkinggggg! :D

Spastic? HAHA kidding, I forgot to put self-timer,
LOOK AT TAMMY HAHAHHAHA


Yes, this is the spastic oneeeee!


TAMMY SURROUNDED BY TERRORISTS AHHHHH!


Emo emo :( /slits wrist


AHHH, don't strangle me, tammy :(:(:(


Act cool ah, act cool


EYECANDYYYYYYYYYY<3


haha, trying to do dao face but laughed in the end hoho.


I don't knw what's this O.O, OH, I too kanchiong then
ran for the camera.


YAY!!! Finally! naaah, im still smiling, FAIIIL


Forgot self-timer again!


Zhimin, ACT COOL


Pyramid! NAHHH, pyramid never build properly! TSKTSK.


YO!


Censor my shirt part pleaseee


Promoting the whatever brand that drink is.


Loser, Okay?


HAHA, basically i had fun today.

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Thursday, August 21, 2008 ( 10:12 PM )

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRR!
I dont know what to blog.
I slept for 3 periods leh hahahah.
Then then then dont know yesterday or this morning, hehehe i got something i've been missing (:
LOLOLOL, I GOT 8/40 FOR MATHS. wahlao T.T
I got A for CPA :D:D:D
and liked yesterday's chapel, dont know why hahaha.


I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Dont say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be over and over, we could be forever.

It's just another illusion that I have in my heart.

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Monday, August 18, 2008 ( 10:54 PM )

ROARRRRRRRRRR!
Today school quite fun uh :D
I dont think tomorrow's going to be a good day :(
OHHHHHHHHHHH, i bought my Nintendo DS! Red colour leh, so nice lahzsczxczx.
anyway, after school went macs with Bestfriend, Tasmin, Jasman and Tisha then saw Glynnis then go inside sit awhile then go order food, order food already, eat finish already, then went to rent dvd, Stay Alive, omgomgomg scary i tell you! Go watch it RAAAAAH! Then after watching the show, about 7 or 8 plus the show finish, then it started to rain, then got thunder and lightning super scary,
me and jasman go to the window and look, then both of us saw the lightning then we both quickly close the curtain hahahah super funny.

So, i'm hungry now, but i lazy to go out and take food and i've got NO appetite. hahah whatever.
I need a hug tomorrow if i see someone :(

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Saturday, August 16, 2008 ( 9:48 PM )

ll I cried when i made that prayer
I cried when i made that promise :(
I've got mixed feelings now. I don't know how i
feel towards you now SIGGGGGGGGGGGH.

"Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak,
sometimes it just means your strong enough to let go."
quoted from Tisha's blog.
I'm letting go of someone i care about, someone that i can't live without, just because of two people, does it still mean i'm strong?

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Friday, August 15, 2008 ( 10:56 PM )

Tsk, today during lifestyle club that NICOLETTE ah,
when walking out the hall, she keep pushing me then
Tan Puey Teng saw then she make me go out last, soooo TSK.
AND I JUST REALIZED MY KLANG TRIP MAY CLASH
WITH ANOTHER TRIP OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
Singapore woman's Table Tennis got in the FINALS,
but when they meet Cheena, HALLEHLUYAHHHHH MAN.
Then after school had training, yeap, that's about it.


Whatever it takes, I'm not gonna break the promise i made.

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Tuesday, August 12, 2008 ( 7:31 PM )

IT'S MY PSP LAH FUCKER,
ANYHOW TAKE PEOPLE'S THINGS WITHOUT PERMISSION,
ANYHOW WANT TO PUT GAMES INSIDE, FUCK YOU LAH
I ALREADY TOLD HOW MANY FUCKING TIMES ALREADY,
NOT MY FUCKING MEMORY STICK.
NOW YOU COME INTO MY ROOM AND ASK IF YOU CAN
PUT GAMES INSIDE, I SAY NO, NO, NO, AND YOU JUST STORMED
BACK INTO KORKOR'S ROOM AND BANG THE FUCKING DOOR,
THE DOOR SPOIL YOU PAY AH? LIKE YOU GOT ENOUGH MONEY LIKE THAT, NOT YOUR ROOM LEH, KORKOR'S ROOM LEH FUCKER.

YOU THINK YOU THROW TANTRUMS AT ME I SCARED IS IT?
FUCK NO LAH, YOU BEAT ME I ALSO NEVER EVEN BEAT YOU BACK.
NOW YOUR BLASTING YOUR MAPLESTORY SOUND LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS, YOU THINK WHAT? YOU OWN THIS WHOLE HOUSE IS IT?
ALL YOU DO WHEN YOU COME BACK HOME IS GO STRAIGHT TO THE COMPUTER. YOU PON CAMP HOW MANY TIMES ALREADY YOU TELL ME, TAKE SICK LEAVE HOW MANY TIMES ALREADY YOU TELL ME, IN OCTOBER FAMILY TRIP YOU CANNOT GO NOT OUR BUSINESS OKAY.
EVERYTIME PON CAMP, WAKE UP, GO POLYCLINIC AND BUY MC SUCKER LAH YOU.
SIT INFRONT OF THE COMPUTER 24HRS ALSO NO NEED GO TOILET.
WHAT ARE YOU? ABNORMAL AH? STUPID ASS.

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Monday, August 11, 2008 ( 10:55 PM )

If anything should happen, without doubt and without question, I love you, ________<3


You better not cross the line, cause once you cross the line,
it will be the end of the world for you.
You've never seen the anger in me before, and you wouldn't like it.
You can ask amelia. She's seen it before, and i never ever show that side of
me unless i really really lose my patience with someone like YOU.
And no one can stop me, not even bestfriend.
It's just one more step till you cross the line,
you better be cautious, i'm giving you a warning here now.



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( 10:34 PM )

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I'm such a dumbass, to even HELP you, COMFORT you when you were down. I had such a great time today, AND YET YOU, HAD TO SPOIL IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
oh fuck clarissa, you are fucking dumb,

All my effort, gone down the drain, that's it, i want to sever ties with you right now, but i just cant. all those wonderful memories you gave me, oh shit, what am i talking about? GET THIS INTO YOUR HEAD, YOU'VE CHANGED, IM NOT ____ YOU. YOU'VE CHANGED THAT'S WHY I FEEL WEIRD AROUND YOU, YOU'VE CHANGED THAT'S WHY IM NOT TALKING TO YOU, YOU'VE CHANGED THAT'S WHY I DONT EVEN WANT TO LOOK INTO YOUR EYES, YOUR FACE. GET IT? GET THAT WHOLE SENTENCE INTO YOUR HEAD NOW LITTLE ONE

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Saturday, August 9, 2008 ( 2:05 PM )

One Nation, One People, One SINGAPORE!
S-IN-GA-PORE!
S-IN-GA-PORE!
S-IN-GA-PORE!
S-IN-GA-PORE!

One Nation, One People, One SINGAPORE!
One Nation, One People, One SINGAPORE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPOREEEEEEEEEEEEE!<3

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Friday, August 8, 2008 ( 9:52 PM )

080808<3

stupid bestfriend, ask you take jacket cover yourself
then you so reluctant! hmph.

SO, today, after ndp, went home, bathe,
then amelia and i went kovan to meet tasmin and glenda at macs!
After that Amirah and Bestfriend came.
Then we ate, talk a lil' then went to Cathay.
Bought the 4.35pm tickets. We watched The Mummy!
Haha super funny lah i tell you, dam nice also.
But abit no link uh, BUT STILL, GO WATCH IT!
THEN HALFWAY DURING THE MOVIE, got one stupid
fat ass boy go and kick bestfriend chair, then best friend and me
keep staring at the boy cause, so IRRITATING urgh.
i was lying on bestfriend shouder halfway then BANG
that stupid boy go and kick. Then the guy behind Amirah also kick Amirah's chair, stupid, uncivilised peepo.
Then, best friend cold until like want to FREEZE like that i tell you.
Then i use my jacket cover her then she dont want -.-
dumbdumb. Then i keep on lending her my jacket then she gave up,
she say SHARE, hhah but i let her took most of it.

BESTFRIEND, next time i do things like this is for your own good okay!
I dont want you to get sick anymore luh hmph.
Cause i wasn't cold, my body was cold but i wasn't feeling cold,
stupid pig say i thick skin thats why not cold hmph.
stupid. hmph. stupid. hmph
and bestfriend cheer up okay? no more crying. not infront of me that is.
OKAY?!
PIG ALSO CHEER UP OKAAAAAY!
KYMBERLY DONT ANGRY ALREADYYYYY!
<3<3<3

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Tuesday, August 5, 2008 ( 9:25 PM )




I'm sorry if i've been ignoring you lately.
No, i dont wanna lose you,
it's just that, you've changed.
And i don't like the now, i like you better the last time
There's something in you that's really... you know,
you've been influenced too much, i mean, sigh.
Maybe it's the people you hang around with,
but i doubt very much.
or maybe.. it's just.. you.
I feel weird when you're around nowadays,
and i know you do too.
It's hard to put it to words yeah?
Sigh, there's nothing much to say about you,
If you know who you are,
please, your attitude, change it.

And, thanks to all my "FANS" that wished me harpi birdday :D
AND, eyecandy is soooooooo cuteee!

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Sunday, August 3, 2008 ( 10:12 PM )

THANK YOU LAH BEST FRIENDDDDDDDDDD<3

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( 5:54 PM )



Happy Birthday 38'
Thirty Eight,
I know we've been through ups and downs
each of us had our own wrong doings,
but we learned from it right?
Yeah, sometimes we quarrel, but that's inevitable.
Sometimes we really get pissed off with each other
but that's what made us stronger, and that's what made us bond.
Sometimes it just seems too far from impossible to be true,

that I actually treated NPCC as part of my life.
When I first knew i was in NPCC, i really thought i wouldn't
make it, i thought i would have gave up. But i didn't
cause of you guys, you guys, made me stronger than i ever knew
i could be.
We survived from last year's sec 1 camp, we survived from
ATC, and i'm sure we'll survive and strive further.

AND i'm sure we'll be excellent seniors to our juniors next year
when we take over the unit, yes, we'll make our seniors/CIs/OCs proud.
And now that we've come this far, i hope none of us ever
gives up, be it inside NP or outside NP.
And for those who's in this year's school NDP, good luck,
try not to fall out :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
I love you guys, <3

This song is specially for thirty eight,


When one wins the glory, we all share the glory.
When one falls, we all fall.
One for all, all for one.
"Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young"
1 Timothy 4:12